July 5, 2008 by myheartwillsing
work is getting more and more exciting! ohyeaaaah!! 
goodbye sengkang, hellooooo esplanade! finally!
July 2, 2008 by myheartwillsing
people are so queer.
we come in different colors, shapes and sizes, but overall.. we’re so alike.
like how we all have lightning speed reflexes when a bird flies in your direction, followed by the same kind of.. “WOOOAH!”
July 1, 2008 by myheartwillsing
It was a beautiful day, and i successfully did alot of costume shopping and repaired the shoe that was broken for the third time. It was also a beautiful day where I decided not to use my iPod throughout my day. Long journeys on the train/bus/walking/shopping, was spent talking to Daddy.. oh, what awesome company. it beats anything in my iPod anytime. 
It was really a beautiful day, but i still dread the NEL.
But i found someone who stays near me and he rides! PRAISE THE LORD.
June 28, 2008 by myheartwillsing
why cling on to it so tightly? there’s really no point harping on it so much. it doesnt even help! so many things on my mind, yet no outlet to vomit it out. good things, bad things, hilarious things, embarassing things, bitchy things. extreme ends of emotions, all happened in that 24hours. wahlao, power. omg, i need to let it out! its really burning me from the inside. i know i have to let go of it already! theres no point in grabbing onto it. no no, really. there is no point. you cant hold on to anything else if your hands are full of that stupid bloody issue. an issue that is so bloody pointless that makes my blood boil and make me age 5yrs faster. what a bloody liar you are. right in our faces you told a freakin big and obvious lie, just to make yourself look good. i was almost shouting as loud as i did in the cab last night. did i really talk so loudly on the way home? but i normally talk this loud what.. especially when i laugh, hor? see, i just totally had a spaghetti mind moment. it was damn funny to see everyone coming in this morning with the same kind of expression, and everyone was on the same topic: last night. and also on another topic: the new cute guy who came in today. argh, this is such a lovehate production. so much to love, yet so much to hate. but I love how You snapped me out of that state on the train ride home. corrected me out of Love, and loved me. Showed me how it was like if i loosened my grip on all the stupid grudges, and grabbed onto Your loving hands instead. oh, that felt so good that I couldn’t help tearing. and i think NEL people are quite weird. it feels like i am travelling from one planet to another. even the air smells different. only the ATM makes me feel like i’m still in spore. and i have a schedule for my off day.. hmm.
if you really read everything and haven’t noticed, i literally penned down every thought in my mind.
June 25, 2008 by myheartwillsing
i’m blogging from my handphone. How cool is that hahaha! I want this phone for my own!
love thy enemies
June 24, 2008 by myheartwillsing
Dramaaaaaaa sia today. And i forgot to bring my anointing oil to work again…..
The past week has been a journey for me, literally. I think the time spent on travelling can match up to the time spent sleeping, and I have a favourite seat in the train.. 4th carriage from the front, left row, 3rd seat from the left. hee! But i wasn’t shortchanged, the Lord made the journey interesting just for me.. It felt as if His shoulder was right there for my swaying sleepy head, and not to let me land on some uncle. Not forgetting the countless revelations I get here and there while daydreaming.. which will remain as a secret between Him and i. And most importantly, He was there to listen to my very very angry and nasty complains.
There’s still so much to learn out of this production, and something i’m looking forward to learn is Patience. Like major patience man.. patience for the bloody lift that takes forever to climb 3 storeys, patience for the himbo at work, patience for the auntieboss, patience for the casts, patience… to hear God first before doing anything!
ThankYou Daddy, for giving me this bittersweet experience. Although it may appear sucky to other people, I choose to see it as bread for my journey.. that I may come out of this a stronger woman of God. and not only will I benefit from this, but I pray.. and I know that I will leave footprints of Jesus’s Love for the people of this production to see. Including the 3 of them. I pray that they will be touched by You, Lord. Let them be renewed, reborned and refreshed. Amen.
“…that your charitable deed may be in secret; and your Father who sees in secret will Himself reward you openly.”
Matthew 6:4
June 21, 2008 by myheartwillsing
today everyone had it up to the brim already, and the club is getting bigger with more members hahahaha! the green samurai ranger joined too :D
And I had the most bizzare party tonight. huuuurrr.
the cloud overhead
June 20, 2008 by myheartwillsing
bad day, bad bad day today.
I could laugh till i cry, and cry till i laugh.
conquered the Mango sales and bought a few tops..
then it was the silent bus ride home with Him.
it was silent, but a sweet silence..
no one knows me better than He does
It’s really funny how God uses the most unexpected people to talk to me.
She hit bullseye about what i was so worried about!
and of all people, You chose her.
and we got so heated on that topic, and drifted to the US economy, iraq war, theatre, arts, oil, etc..
And then we realised that we were scaring ourselves.
Then there was a silence, cos it seemed so bloody real.
engie says:
actually ah
engie says:
nothing is for certain lor
engie says:
no matter how secure u think u are
engie says:
it might be taken away from u
engie says:
only constant is God
thankYou Daddy,
it made me realise that i’m lacking fellowship so much.
It’s tugging at my heart, and its pulling it down.
I want to pull up my Jesus shield in my life once again.
I dont care about what’s happening in this world, cos You said that we are in this world.. but not of this world. these may apply to the people around me, but it shall never touch me. Simply because i’m a Child of God, and i have all the rights to soar above everyone else while they watch me glide along with the flow of Jesus. WOOHOO! AMEN.
Evangeline angggggggggg! where are you. lets please meet, I miss you. 2 weeks is long enough already!
June 19, 2008 by myheartwillsing
OMG. he’s the Green Samurai Ranger in Power Rangers, Ninja storm! du du dudu duuu duuuu!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
oh Daddy, get me a ticket to Singfest 08! thankYooooou!
rainbow connection
June 18, 2008 by myheartwillsing
For You will light my lamp;
The Lord my God will enlighten my darkness.
For by You I can run against a troop,
And by my God I can leap over a wall.
As for God, His way is perfect;
The word of the Lord is proven;
He is a shield to all who trust in Him.
Psalm 18:30
I’m bringing a bottle of annointing oil to work tmr, and i’m gonna annoint the entire place. and I know that no weapon formed against me shall prosper, no evil shall even come near me. AMEN.
yes, I was so freaked out at that moment. But I know my Jesus never forsakes me, and that’s how I know it will never ever happen again. this time, it’s gonna be it to flee.
cos You promised.
